Theology/Blasphemy

This page is most certainly blasphemous. I am NO theologian. That is to say I have received NO formal theological training and I have NO authority to comment on the things I will go on to comment here. These words may do more harm than good. In fact I am quite certain that this is true. I am as certain of the existence of mistakes here as I am uncertain of its potential to make any real contribution. For this reason, there is probably no good use of these writings. So you might ask, why write them at all? To answer this question, I call on my previous comments about amusement. These words and the thoughts they attempt to capture amuses me. They helped make my faith mine. In fact they help to make faith. In the very least why post them? I have no good answer, which is probably another good reason why I shouldn’t have written them or in the very least posted them. This the only answer I can give now. It is no attempt to justify, but at most an excuse: Unfortunately, the same ignorance and stubbornness that allowed to me to put them down in writing has led to also posting them. I hope none of my reader will take me serious enough that these pages cause any serious damage.  Maybe, I will take these writings down someday, regretfully in repent. I pray that day comes sooner rather than later. In the very recent years, I’ve come to love to write, to find refuge within the borders of a few inches of paper and between the tiny spaces of ink streaks. I am not sure if that means I have grown or that I have shrunk. Have I grown in courage so that I finally able to put my thoughts down on paper? Or have I become cowardly, hiding between thin pages of silent words? No matter, this is who I have become. One thing I have realised from philosophising, is that, unlike the normative and prescriptive, there is something undebatable about the descriptive.  I must write. I must only write about things that amuses me now. This amuses me now.